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STILL SMILING!!!!
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STILL SMILING!!!! Hmm wow! It has been a long time since I have felt the way that I feel today. No, it's not the feeling of love, it's the feeling of contentment, satisfaction, and a hint of happiness.  I've been smiling so much in the past few days that my cheeks are beginning to hurt. It's not a bad thing at all, so don't get me wrong there. Oddly enough, it's just the long conversations that we have that makes me all giddy. I haven't had a guy treat me like a real person in awhile. I'm used to being just a sex toy for them and then once it was over...it really was over. There was no interest in me only in what they were going to get once they made all the right moves. It's amazing what a little conversation can do for me and for him for what it's worth. I guess it was something that we both needed. It's so easy to forget the small things in life, but when they are gone you notice. But it's awesome when you do get the opportunity to see what you have been missing for so long. It truly felt good to be in the arms of a man who (seemed?) to want nothing more but to hold me there. Now, I can't say what he was truly thinking, but his actions made a huge difference on the way I reacted to him. It was very unusual for me to be around him and do nothing but sit across from each other at a table where we had no contact whatsoever except for our eyes. After being with men who wanted nothing more than sex, I'll admit that it was very hard for me to stay put and keep my hands off of him. Of course, that's not at all what I wanted to do, but it did feel great to have that connection with someone. It was a feeling that was well needed and more than overdue. Once things did start to get heated, that connection made it very hard to stop, not that I wanted too. It was amazing to kiss a guy who had so much passion to share, maybe even more than what I have. Okay...I did say MAYBE. I am a Scorpio after all, so I have a lot of passion and sadly so many guys rush through things that they never ever get to see that part of me. However, the way I feel today makes all that time spent well worth it!! It's easy for me to forget the people that I have been with simply because they do not make a lasting impression on me, but the experience that I had last night is something that I doubt I'll ever forget. (Okay, there I said it...so stop smiling!!!  ) So, you still interested in my one word??? ASTONISHING How is that? I do this blogging thing fairly often, sharing my thoughts and experiences with anyone who's interested in reading, but this story is one that I think I want to keep to myself! just thinking about it keeps a smile on my face that I really enjoy being there. So I am going to be greedy over this thought, unless of course HE decides that he wants to share it. One thing for sure is I do really enjoy the inner thigh spot!!!  Such a tease, but it felt so good. A sensation that I have never felt before!!!! So there you have it, my one word and all the ego boosting that you can handle..... Of course, there could always be more *hint, hint |
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