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Old habits
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Old habits It is that time of year that all the family show up for deer season around here and that means some old habits that are hard to break are around... My house is full of people and family which means that I fall back into doing what I once did... Let thing happen that shouldn't happen a doing things that I swore I would never do again... But that person just knows how to get me worked up and they always know just how to make me forget the past... They know how to make me cave in and give into my other side and know just what to say to make me melt and let my guard down... This person is my weakness and I am theirs and we know it and we know that we can't ourselves... We swear it will never happen again but everytime we are together we end up falling back into our old habits and we just end up in the same bed together.... Lastnight was of those nights and we both said the samething this morning that it can't happen again this year and yet all day we have been together and get stuff do for the holiday and ready to go out in the woods for gun season and opening day for gun on deer 🦌... We always do this and they even said they had some in their life but we ended up naked and sleeping together lastnight... I know I could stop it but something about this person just gets me and I can't it.... They drive me crazy but yet I can't stand to not be around them when they are here and near me... Twice today we had to catch ourselves stopping from saying hey babe or hy when we were old shop for the stuff for dinner for Sunday and Thanksgiving dinner stuff... We both kept catching each other trying to kiss and hold hands and be with each other and after a couple of times we both just gave in... The family members noticed and just brush it off as it is a holiday and after it is over we will be back to normal.. This person is near me often and it is becoming a big part of my life again and I am happy for it yet I am worried... Because it is a habit that we have of getting close and they push me away or I push them away yet we see each other after time apart and we are like nothing is wrong and we pick back up again and start over again... Tonight at dinner a friend asked them if they are going to be bring a date to dinner on Thursday and they said I have a date for dinner but I am not sure what I am going to do now because of people in my life now... I don't want to upset people in my life and this person will upset the family... I said if you have a date bring your date the family can deal with it because it is your life and you need to be happy... About ten minutes later they told me I don't want anybody but you and unless you tell me I am d I want you not any else... So I guess I am back into an old HABIT I can't break yet again.... 🐵🙉🙊🙈 |
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