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Hmm maybe I've been writing for years, since I was 7. The written word has always been a way to express my thoughts without being mocked from family and peers. Most of my writings are essays that have never been read. It wasn't until I came on here that I let others read what I write.  At least, read my sexual writings. I started this blog with the intention of finding what I'm looking for. Each post I write is to inform potential options about me. I interact with people on here. I gain friends, but my main goal is to find someone that suitable for me and I'm suitable for him. I've been corresponding with one of my watchers. Since day one, he has tried to encourage me to publish something. I brushed him off as trying to fuck me. And while he is trying to fuck me, he has been very consistent in trying to get me to publish something. Today I got a message from him that has me thinking. I hate being noticed. As I typed that I laugh because on this site I've gotten out my shell more. Being noticed for my intelligence is very different from being noticed sexually. I'm very ambitious in work and school, I show my skills and get things done. In my personal life with men, I really doubt I show anything other than a sex kitten. With my friends, I only show the goofball. I'm so compartmentalized, it crazy. But a trend I noticed started to appear. I come off as brain dead. A feeling of dread arise as being noticed for my mind. The things that will haunt us from childhood. Even being publish only as erotica, it showcase who I am because I don't write fiction. Every fanasty I have is as close to fiction that I can get. Almost everything I write is reality based. I don't think of myself as imaginative or creative. I don't think of myself as a writer. How ca you be a writer if no one reads what you write? I write to get out what I need to say but what I've learnt wouldn't be accepted. On here, I'm a blogger, that blogging for what she looking for. Now, unintentionally, he has got me thinking how stunted my upbringing made me. He has me realizing hang ups that I've never thought about. Maybe I should give it a try. Get out of my comfort zone and give my boundaries a push. I strive for growth and would hate to remain stagnant. |
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I'm a man of few words, so having three things to say is rare (I see no need to use ten words when three will do; being overly verbose is pretentious, inefficient, and often confusing). First, a person can be genuine AND have ulterior, or obvious, motives. Second, paraphrasing Heinlein, writers write; it's what they do. Last, people are rarely as open or enlightened as they believe they are. Smart as a horse and hung like Einstein.
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9/8/2016 8:06 am |
did you ever hear about the site. literotica.com check it out .. i like to read erotic stories. while i m stroking.. and you could publish there if you can. it goes though some kind of control board. they didnt want mine.. just saying.. up to you. face piles of trials with smiles.. MOODY BLUES please feel free to visit my blog happy blogging
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9/8/2016 8:11 am |
It doesnt hurt to be pushed and push someone. To me life is about growth physical and mental. Since i stopped getting taller long ago i had better grow mentally. We are all stunted in some way. What we are missing is often what we look for in a mate. At least that is always the way i looked at it. Now i am done rambling!
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i think your stories are great an i always look forward to reading your blogs... its a way of getting to know more about you..yes i read its fantasy...but shows in ways your thinking.... an already you are pushing your limits by writing about things... an doing it in real life is a choice you have to make... as its exciting to try new things, seeing what your comfortable with , an like an dislike... never hurts to try or explore atleast once.. but i can seeing you growing each day in your blogs, keep up the good work
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Expressing yourself in the manner you have here, does not portray you as a Sex Kitten as you say. What I see is a very complex person. We ALL Compartmentalize on a daily basis. We shift, mold and adjust to our environment, sometimes at a moments notice. And yet, we are ALL sexual beings. YES Even at work, we tend to, lets say, Size Up People so to speak. You know the process, all people we come into contact with will be put into 4 basic categories. Hell Yes, Yes, Maybe, and No. Sex is part of who we are on a basic human level. Sharing what is in your head, even if loosely based on fact, it helps one understand who they are and what makes them tick. Keep posting and yes, a FEW of us here following your your blog want to get you in the sack. Another part of human nature.
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Just do it.
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I don't consider myself a writer either, but write I must on occasion. That's what writers do, whether we call ourselves that or not, and whether what we write is read by anyone else. BTW, I do like what I have read in your blog. And I am not trying to get you into bed. Not my type lol. I am the only Me you get.
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Write under a pseudonym and then your "fantasy" remains. Be safe, relax and just have fun!
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Why not push that boundary? You are clearly smart. You have something(s) to say. You write well. Go for it! And as an afterthought, smart is the best sexy.
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did you ever hear about the site. literotica.com check it out .. i like to read erotic stories. while i m stroking.. and you could publish there if you can. it goes though some kind of control board. they didnt want mine.. just saying.. up to you.
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It doesnt hurt to be pushed and push someone. To me life is about growth physical and mental. Since i stopped getting taller long ago i had better grow mentally. We are all stunted in some way. What we are missing is often what we look for in a mate. At least that is always the way i looked at it. Now i am done rambling! I agree, life is about growth. Never ramblings, I always look forward to hearing your thoughts.
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i think your stories are great an i always look forward to reading your blogs... its a way of getting to know more about you..yes i read its fantasy...but shows in ways your thinking.... an already you are pushing your limits by writing about things... an doing it in real life is a choice you have to make... as its exciting to try new things, seeing what your comfortable with , an like an dislike... never hurts to try or explore atleast once.. but i can seeing you growing each day in your blogs, keep up the good work  I think I'll go for it, cause you're right. It never hurts to try. Except anal. That hurts. 
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Expressing yourself in the manner you have here, does not portray you as a Sex Kitten as you say. What I see is a very complex person. We ALL Compartmentalize on a daily basis. We shift, mold and adjust to our environment, sometimes at a moments notice. And yet, we are ALL sexual beings. YES Even at work, we tend to, lets say, Size Up People so to speak. You know the process, all people we come into contact with will be put into 4 basic categories. Hell Yes, Yes, Maybe, and No. Sex is part of who we are on a basic human level. Sharing what is in your head, even if loosely based on fact, it helps one understand who they are and what makes them tick. Keep posting and yes, a FEW of us here following your your blog want to get you in the sack. Another part of human nature.
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We silly humans that are so similar yet so different. There are so many things that people will see someone else do and think wow what a great idea. What more is all the people who will be quick to say how terrible something you did was all the while secretively liking it. The scariest moment is when you realize no matter what you do someone in the world will hate you and what you stand for. The most liberating moment is when you realize how many more will love you for who you are and what you stand for. Try to always do what makes you happy!!
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Why not push that boundary? You are clearly smart. You have something(s) to say. You write well. Go for it! And as an afterthought, smart is the best sexy.
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Always look to the horizon, always crest that next hill, you never know what you might learn, and the new day might bring.
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Always look to the horizon, always crest that next hill, you never know what you might learn, and the new day might bring. And you're right.
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Just keep writing what you want to write about. They're your stories, however you want to tell them. sorry to say, pushy people are just that, pushy. Do what your doing and keep up the good work.
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As long as you enjoy them I will continue to share.
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As long as you enjoy them I will continue to share. {=}
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You have lots of things to do and learn But you certainly have the motive, the "Itch" as we say That's why you need to cultivate it , and act on it Discern and understand what inspires you , and brings out your more powerful stuff THEN you work on it. I have faith in your abilities ( and I'm half a world away, no chance in bedding you)  That's all - act on it Cheers my lady - we'll be watching you - P
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You have lots of things to do and learn But you certainly have the motive, the "Itch" as we say That's why you need to cultivate it , and act on it Discern and understand what inspires you , and brings out your more powerful stuff THEN you work on it. I have faith in your abilities ( and I'm half a world away, no chance in bedding you) That's all - act on it Cheers my lady - we'll be watching you - P Thank you. {=}
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Well, the way I see it just learning your own "hang ups" is growth and learning (and perhaps some of the most important to do). Deciding what to do or how to act after that is an entirely new path.
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I second the first part - and ponder which would come first on the second part. Granted I'm probably an oddity around here, but personally about the only women on this site I'd consider "fucking" are some of the female bloggers I follow ...and following their blog created that desire (rather than following them because I wanted to fuck them... which just seems  )...but to each there own (no matter how screwed up it might seem to me )
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Lol well that went downhill quickly didn't it, and so far I'd have to say just this one blog if you ask me personally madam, I don't know NG but I like reading her posting though some are really interesting it is not the gentle shower,but thunder.We need the storm,the whirlwind,and the earthquake
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