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The views and opinions of Corporal Humperdink condensed into a cool crispy blog. Filled with experiences, not too much detail after all I am a gentleman, questions and maybe even some self loathing, who knows.
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heartbroke and nothing to show
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Posted:Sep 5, 2013 4:09 pm
Last Updated:Sep 14, 2013 12:53 pm
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Sometimes a person just feels down and heart broke. Sometime they have something to show for it, sometimes they don't. Right now I really don't have anything to show for it. Except maybe a lot of missing minutes from my life. lol. This is not what it appears to be, it is not a blog over love lost or anyone in particular. It is energy placed into projects that never seem to payback what I have put in. This summer has been full of them, either people, business or pleasure. It seems I have not gotten the return that I usually get. Maybe I need to clear my head, maybe I am trying to hard at everything. I am not sure why my batting average in life has gone down, only that it has. I need to find the thing that has placed me in the slump and pluck it out like a wild eyebrow hair gone all antenna on me.
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something new
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Posted:Aug 30, 2013 2:28 pm
Last Updated:May 17, 2024 8:37 am
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It seems to me that I am always looking for something new, the fresh horizon. To try new things, meet new people, maybe even strip away inhabitation and go further then before.
I don't know why but for some reason I never seem to be satisfied (I know I am starting to sound like a Prince song) with the norm. I think part of it is I find so much more beauty and sexuality in people then other do. I think this makes me more acceptable to lust and liking other people. It is not that I can't be satisfied sexually, it is just that I always seem to want more. I want others, I want to know other people, I want to try things, I want to experience what others have to offer and share what I have to offer them.I want to share that total concentration on a person's wants and desires with people that I like.
My lust isn't just for someone looks. I am so much more attracted to the other person's personality then their looks. I am not to say looks are not attractive, but sometimes it is beyond what the social norm finds attractive, a tattoo with meaning, a smile at the right time etc..I am now just rambling. I will keep in touch as soon as I figure out which way I am going. lol.
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new adventures
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Posted:Jul 17, 2013 2:55 pm
Last Updated:May 17, 2024 8:37 am
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I am planning on striking out on a new adventure soon. I am hopeful in its ability to provide a much needed diversion from the reality that is tearing at my life right now. I don't like drama but I love adventure.
There is a big difference. I am not sure where all this adventure will take me but I promised myself it will take me to places I have never been. If you see my out there give me a head nod and a wink and a knowing thumbs up. If you want to join along just jump in and we will head out. See you soon.
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Confusion
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Posted:Jul 8, 2013 3:50 pm
Last Updated:May 17, 2024 8:37 am
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It seems like the summer days are rolling by and the adventures are few and far between. Mostly due to my schedule. Maybe it is because...I don't know. I had a short but powerful discussion over confusion and feeling with a good friend last week. It is hard sometimes, even when everyone is on the same page, not be confused over what is going on. As friendship grows it is hard to feel the difference between friendship and what ever else maybe going on. It does create a mind fuck at times. But I would rather have the open conversation over the feelings then to not know they are there. I don't think the feelings develop fast but are tempered over time. Especially in a relationship were things are taken to an extreme, where large amounts of trust are needed to do the things both people want to do sexually. I think that deep trust only thrives in friendship and when you find a person who you can trust that much and have friendship with them it is hard to not start having "other" feelings for that person. I have no answers but the truth and honesty.
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Thick skin
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Posted:Jun 17, 2013 1:36 pm
Last Updated:Jul 8, 2013 3:37 pm
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We have to admit when we are trying to meet people online we have to have thick skin. This is not for the weak of stomach or the easily offended. Oh no we must stay the course and take what is given and see if it meets our expectations. There are times when it is scary and times when it is funny. I experienced both recently. I have talked to this woman several times and even met her for dinner once. I made a short notice meeting with her and we meet for dinner once again. After a short while it became evident that something was wrong. I came to find out she, for some reason, though I was a male . This was not my doing,lol. She just figured a male in his mid thirties flirting with a women in her mid fifties was wanting paid for his services. I think we both were a little embarrassed from this. I think me more then her. The worst part for me was; she was prepared to pay me for sex, once I told her I wanted to sleep with her because I was attracted to her she started to lose interest. She was turned on by the fact she was going to "own me" for a hour or two. I told her we could still pretend but I was not going to actually take her money. She told me she was not interested in sleeping with me anymore. I was disappointed. I was truly attracted to her. I left town and about an hour later I got a text saying she was sorry and wanted me to turn back around. I told her we would meet again but I needed to get down the road. For the first hour I was unsure if to be mad or laugh. I called my friend and told her what had happened and we both decided it was more funny than anything. I will mark it up as an misadventure and of course I still have her number so who knows what will happen. lol.
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long awaited first meeting
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Posted:May 31, 2013 10:31 am
Last Updated:May 17, 2024 8:37 am
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It has been along time since I have had a first meeting with someone I meet online. I feel like a little waiting for Christmas. Of course I am hoping it goes well and we get along and we both find a new friend. The nervousness in my stomach and the twitching of my fingers as I type remind me of a going to his first day of school. This should be fun. I know from the past the nervousness will go away as soon as I see the other person. It also tells me I am back. I had got to the point that I no longer had the nervous tingles when meeting someone new. I forgot how much I love the anticipation of it. Like anything in life I don't expect fireworks to go off or to be in a freaky embrace on the first meet. I do expect to meet a new friends who might be willing to go on some fun adventures as we get to know each other better.
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getting started again
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Posted:May 10, 2013 12:25 pm
Last Updated:May 28, 2013 4:09 pm
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Many people call it swinging, some call it the lifestyle. What ever you want to call it is fine. I refer to it as my addiction, or hobby. I have been trying to find something to do with my time besides having fun and adventure. After much though I have discovered it is just repressing my inner me. The me that loves sex. The me that loves laughing with a new group of people. The me that loves the thrill of meeting new people or experiencing an adventure with an old friend.
I am setting out on a new course in search of fun and adventure. I hope to find it.
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