oh my Goodness, I was so turned on
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Posted:Oct 22, 2013 5:50 pm
Last Updated:Oct 30, 2013 6:19 pm
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Yesterday, I was on the phone talking to someone from on here. My husband woke up while I was on the phone. He was so hard. He came walking out to the edge of the living room bare with his hard dick ready to go. I immediately told the person I was talking to I needed to go because i needed to tend to someone and something.
I walked into the bedroom and he came to me took me to the end of the bed pulled my underwear down. Told me to got over and started fucking me. Spanking me lightly, swatting/ teasing my vagina, fucking my ass a bit finger while still fucking me. Starting out hard and fierce and then slow and long pulling out just a bit to tease me more.
I was so turned on! There needed no foreplay. He stopped and then we did foreplay me sucking his hard dick and finger fucking his ass. (first time ever) Then he rolls me over and starts fucking me missionary with a new passion. once i climax again he pulls out and I start with my hand. He said he wanted to finish so he took over and for the first time in over a year he actually came and came hard.
I can say if he ever walks out again with a hard on I will stop what ever I am doing to tend to him. We then got ready to meet someone for dinner.
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Been shocked only a few times
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Posted:Oct 19, 2013 2:29 am
Last Updated:May 28, 2024 6:18 pm
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One was a man who came to my house for my roommate and she was not there but he stripped in front of me. Wanting me to have sex with him. As it turned out it was me who he was wanting and not the roommate. at this time i was engaged and perfectly happy. Well after he stripped I was stunned and shocked at the same time. not only for his behavior but... his size. not only in girth but length. the first thought was I am a=engaged then it was that is not coming nay where near me. Yes a man penis can be too large and too thick for me anyway... (this was in Las Vegas)
The second time was with a man I had a long conversation through email with and then we met once and decided to go to the next step and then when we met that time he told me he loved me and would kill for me so we could be together. He thought of me as his soul mate and wanted to be with me for life and he did not want anyone in the way of it. Well that was the last time I saw him..for apparent reasons.. (Kansas City area)
The third was a man I had spoken to once and then I saw him at a local store. He then proceeded to ask then try to act upon me sexually in front of my family and his. It was very obvious to all there. He then took me by my arm and made me walk with him towards the bathroom. He proceeded to tell me to make an excuse so he could meet up with me and be with me. Saying he even brought things for us. I found him very attractive and sexy but when he did that I was completely turned off. It was not like a man i had been seeing for a while that brought a remote control bullet to my work/school and asked me to put it in so he could control it while i was working then in class. We were going to his place after and he thought it was hot seeing my reactions. yes the sex that night was extremely hot.. We did that again but the second time it was at a restaurant. (Kansas City)
Have you had any similar circumstances? What did you do?
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Falling for someone you met on here?
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Posted:Oct 19, 2013 2:11 am
Last Updated:Oct 30, 2013 6:19 pm
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Have you ever fallen for someone on here. I am not talking sexually but true feelings? If you did what did you do?
There was a couple people I had feelings for more than sexually one told me he loved me and at this time I was connected sexually but not emotionally, over time I did start having feeling for him. We had a long affair almost 2yrs. I was not in a position to leave but if I was I might have. Yes he asked me also but understood I could not.
Another we connected sexually and physically but this was complicated by our spouses who worked together. So in the end we stopped seeing each other not by our choices but for our spouses. Even though mine allows me his sis not. So we did not want to make problems. We are still friends and see each other from time to time and yes there is still a connection so we keep our distance, as in group settings and online. maybe a phone call here and there.
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question taken me off guard tonight
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Posted:Oct 19, 2013 2:04 am
Last Updated:Oct 19, 2013 9:51 am
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Tonight as I was checking my email. The account i used for games and this place for contacting me to get to know more about each other. I had a long email relationship over 6months ago. then it stopped on his part. So after a while I delete the conversation. I just figured he moved on or didn't like something. Well tonight he informed me that some things happened in his life so he had to stop talking to me. He did not go into further detail so I did not push it. It is his life. He said work and other things.
We talked more. He then asked me some questions which no I did not remember because it was long ago and I deleted the emails. So he refreshed my memory. Then later in the conversation he asked me this..
Are you ready to do something about your situation. I stated my situation? he said to leave my husband. I said I am in no position to leave him and there is still love between us. He then said I will support you and send you money so you can get a place. I was stunned to say the least. He doesn't even live in the same state or a state close by me. He is in the US, just not close. He then states he wants a relationship with me.
Now all our conversations before were not sexual in any aspect. I then stated he doesn't know me how and why would he say this, especially since it has been many months since we have even spoken. He is no longer on BBW Tonight. He stated he deleted his account after us talking. This also caught me off guard.
I am not sure how to take this. I will not leave because I have met someone on here. I cherish my marriage even with everything missing and him letting me see other men. Which was even while we were dating.
How would you take the things he said?
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all about me or not
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Posted:Oct 18, 2013 6:11 pm
Last Updated:Oct 19, 2013 10:42 am
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It seems when I am carefree I get hurt so I will be more cautious. Some seem to think I am all about my self. I am not or I don't see myself as being that way. I do for others as much[ the only thing I will not do is a Blowjob and that is the climaxing part. I enjoy sucking touching and licking and so on.
Outside of sex I don't have much but I have helped neighbors by cooking food, giving them candles, blankets all because they did not have electricity. Then we replaces a friends back window when her boyfriend deliberately broke it. Have picked up stranded people. bought medicine for someone who could not afford it; is just some of what I have done.
Sexually I am open other than the blow job and yes there is plenty I don't prefer but I do them because my partner prefers them.
I am sorry you seem to think I am all about my own needs because I will not let a man climax in my mouth. as for being eaten I don't really care for it. If they chose to do it then they do but I am more turned on my my neck and breast being sucked, touched, lick and so on.
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If this happened what would you do?
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Posted:Oct 17, 2013 3:06 am
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2013 2:53 pm
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I stayed up all night bathed and showered yes both. shaved all areas. after bathing in nice salts and bubbles I lotioned up my body so it would be extra soft. the first time I had matching bra and panties and opened the door wearing just that. The other time I was nude.
Both times he came in went to the bedroom undressed and went to bed no kiss, touch or anything.
This is when I found out a month later he was having an emotional affair. I felt rejected, pissed and wondering why. It was him not wanting to talk and him not interested in sex.
But once it came out he opened up apologized and since then has need done anything like that again. To him he said it was not an affair because he did not have intercourse with her. Yet, he was talking of leaving me, having phone sex, video sex and they wrote to each other. To me i believe when someone puts there emotions into it is more damaging. What do you think. This was years ago but I find i still question where he stands, I know he loves be but I also know love is not enough. I often think if we did not have the he would have left.
From the beginning of our relationship he has allowed me to see other men if i chose too. He has never had that permission. there was only once we swapped partners with another couple. That will never happen again either. No this was not the lady he had the emotional affair with.
Over the last two years he has had many medical issues which has put a huge damper on the sex. But part of me still wonder if there is another reason also. Just recently he has been able to get a hard on without taking something but he still is unable to climax. so my mind goes back to emotionally affair and if he is really wanting to be with me. When we do have sex it is livid, passionate but this is rare. I flat out said we are having sex by Monday, this way i can be relaxed for an interview he agreed, so I am sure he will take something. This is just maddening I have to do that. When before we had sex at least 4 times a week.
This is all some of the reasons I am on here. Right now I am not in a position to leave. I figure he he doesn't want to do the things i need then I will find someone who does. But I am finding out more and more because of my size more and more want the thin or model and i am not that. I am curvy and luscious with strawberry blonde hair blue eyes and a extremely tight pussy which is another thing many men cannot handle. I am finding men to complete fantasies but not the rest I have talked to a few who want all the above. As like right now i am talking to someone but we have not met yet, but so far he seems to want the whole package.
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Romance
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Posted:Oct 16, 2013 9:28 pm
Last Updated:May 28, 2024 6:18 pm
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is it forgotten when meeting people on here or do you do romantic things with the partner? I am not talking about meeting for sex but FWB instead? If you do what type of things do you think is right and wrong.?
For me i believe romance is just a part of FWB, I have given cards, flowers, cooked to name a few things. Do you think this is wrong oris it just friends with sex?
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anticipation before meeting
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Posted:Oct 16, 2013 3:03 pm
Last Updated:Oct 16, 2013 9:25 pm
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The thoughts that goes through your mind before meeting someone can be just as interesting as the meeting. Depending of the type of meeting my mind goes to different thoughts.
As an example my husband wanted a 3some, partly to see me with another man. So i found someone and we met that night. So my thoughts went to what would happen, how would my husband react, is this really what he wants or is he doing it because he knows I wanted this. The first time we did this the man ended up being awful. the second time it was hot all the way through.
Yet if I am meeting a man for a long term FWB I am nervous and think more about if I am desirable and if we have more interest in common that what we already spoke about. Thinks about the likes and dislikes and how i could drive him wild. Then the honesty. I am honest about my husband, my desires and I expect the same. if they are not honest with their spouse then that is another thing. However, we are both on here looking for something and I expect him to be honest with me, just as I am with him.
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Reading: Fifty Shades
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Posted:Oct 15, 2013 11:49 pm
Last Updated:May 28, 2024 6:18 pm
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the first being Fifty shades of Grey and then Fifty shades Darker and now i am waiting for Fifty Shades Freed
This series I like because it is not the typical book I read and brings my interest to new areas sexually. My husband is even reading them after he has seen my reactions and me wanting to explores some things.
If you have read this what do you think and what other books should i read?
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Egotistical people
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Posted:Oct 11, 2013 1:29 am
Last Updated:Oct 13, 2013 6:51 pm
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Does someones ego bother you? it does to me. I was talking to some for fulfilling fantasies and stopped talking to them because of their ego and also becuase they never heard what I said.
This particular man wanted to complete some fantasies only not a FWB. I am fine with that.
However, through time I stated repeatedly I will not leave my alone. This is not because of age but because it was late and they were sleeping. When sleeping they are not aware so if something happened I am not sure they would be aware enough to do what is needed they are heavy sleepers.
Every time he would ask it was after 1am. I always say I need to be home by 11pm unless it is hubby's night off. Well again tonight 1am he asked if I wanted to hook up and then stated I would love it he promised.
I replied by that is egotistical. How do you know I would love it. Then stated that would be like me saying you will love my tight pussy when actually not all men like it tight some like it lose and wet not tight and wet. Some women like long and thinner over long and thick then you have the women who prefer the average size penis over a well hung penis.
Yes he made other comments this is just the last one. To me when the ego come out I am turned off. Now once I know them and they say things like that it is different but with this man I have never met him and talked to him off and on for about a month. Nothing more. When it came to meet he always wanted a time I could not go which was stated at the beginning of the conversation. Time like 1 am or later but not at a time my were gone or husband home. Hubby works midnight to 8 am. so there is a lot of time I can play so why always pick times I can't. then tell how great you are and how i will love it, you don't know that, you could be clumsy, unknowledgeable or pushy.
This also goes with the men who go on about how great of a kisser they are. Not all women want the tongue shoved down their throat from the beginning. some want it lead up to as the sex heightens. Then you have the others who don't french kiss at all.
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Assetiveness: turn on or turn off?
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Posted:Oct 11, 2013 12:12 am
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2013 11:43 pm
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I like my lover to be assertive, not only for the playing but sexually. I too at times like being assertive but I am finding that I am more assertive than my spouse. He is more softer unless it involves spanking then he is assertive.
I believe being assertive adds intensity to make love, having sex and fulfilling fantasies.
I also believe there is a time to be soft or sensual but the asertive can be that too.
Knowing your partner is the important part because if they don't want assertiveness they it shouldn't be done because that will ruin the relationship may it be FWB, spouse, engagement so on.
what is your feeling about assertiveness?
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Role playing
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Posted:Oct 10, 2013 12:16 am
Last Updated:May 28, 2024 6:18 pm
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what role playing do you enjoy? How often do you role play?
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Bondage question
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Posted:Oct 10, 2013 12:14 am
Last Updated:Oct 10, 2013 5:32 pm
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What item do you prefer to tie someone up with and why? Where do you think is the best place to buy bondage things?
I have asked my husband to use his handcuffs and we did that once but he will not use them since then. I was not bruised or anything, I have asked him to use a tie and he wont. He just bought some fuzzy handcuffs with more links between the two cuffs. I am looking forward to getting them. just something different.
My husband works for a police dept in security so I don't know if that is why. He like other things similar but rarely acts on them. I am open sexually and he knows what I will and wont do. He wont talk about it when he is non stop talking all other times. LOL
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