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Someone winked at me, even on Hot List, but......
Posted:Nov 9, 2005 7:22 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Well,
I renewed membership here for another month.
(From the anticipation which might not occur at all, but with slight chance/luck)
But............
I wonder, what should I do with those curious ladies who winked at me...(or put me on her hot list)
I personally send E-mail for each one with different personal messege, but nothing will happen after that...
Especially those one from country/city/village? I totally have no idea where that is, or far away from me.. I even can not read some of their profile written in some fancy language....
(All I can do is masturbating using a lot of imagination, as if I were there beside her, looking at their pictures. Yes, beleive it or not, some of them are so cute, almost like a movie star...)

Oh.. What should I do? and
the other big question is.......
WHY ME?
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Worshipping Penis
Posted:Nov 7, 2005 4:21 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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It is not so strange, rather common that people in Japan worships penis (actually object looks like penis) since we have many gods in almost everywhere. Penis is symbol for life, power therefore in some area, penis look-like-object is used for harvest festival as seen on this picture. If audience can touch this huge penis, he/she will have good health till next festival.
(Well, to be fair, there is goddess for pussy too.. and in some occation, both objects are used and putting together to celebrate the good harvest on fall season)

Recently, I received a couple letter from men saying he wants to worship my penis... I would say it's OK to worship anything he wants to... but my penis doesn't have power of god... best I can give him is white cream...
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Conversation in Men's Room
Posted:Nov 3, 2005 5:25 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Men usually don't talk a lot in Men's room especially when in private room (Poo)

But it was different story today at railway station...

I am one of those person who can not digest milk, if I take, 100% I will get diarrhea wihin an hour.
I was in hurry, trying to locate the available room... Lucky enough, one was available, the other was occupied... I noticed the guy in the next room was doing something....

He said "Hi... How you doing?"
I thought this guy was strange... but with my friendly nature,
I answered "Life is very tough, isn't it?"
Then he said
"Do you want to have some fun tonight?"
I thought... oh no.... with man, have fun...kind of scarely...what should I do?... but I decided to be cool and tried to be friendly.
"Well, I don't know much about that.. what's in your mind?"

The guy beside me became quiet, then start whispering, said
"Hello, I got some strange guy beside me,I have to call you back later...."

I couldn't get out until he went miles away... LOL
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The First Love ..... Forever
Posted:Nov 3, 2005 5:01 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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It is hard to forget good memory even after fourty years has gone. (In fact, those memories remains clear and growing bigger/more beautiful way)
When I entered elementary school, I was very shy especially to girls. (In Japanese public elementaly school, boy and girl share one double sized desk sitting side by side till Grade-6) I had no idea what to do, how to talk with girl etc, I was too pure, and too shy.
I was also slow learner, required a lot of teachers attention, often forgot text book, pencil etc.. I just couldn't handle too many things changed from kindergarten time. (Also I was born in small villege so I had hard time to adjust myself to big city life where school were)
Fortunately, girl sitting beside me helped me a lot on almost everything, she even allowed me to use her pencil and eraser when I lost/broke those. Her name is Mary.
One day, she invited me her home, which was huge mansion and played piano (probably Mozart?) for me. We were always in the same class until jr high school time, when she moved to private school where only rich and smart girls could go.

I was very sad, down and out, I couldn't say good bye or nothing, but.... shortly after I started going Jr. High school, I met the another pretty girl. Her name is Anne. She was very smart too, (As you guess, my mark is always almost failed, in border line, so again she helped me on homework a lot) I even joined tennis club where she belonged to, oh well that was tough sports. (But because of motivation to meet her everyday, fortunately, eventually I became good player)

Just before Jr. High graduation, we decided to go movie together (it was British movie, Jr High student love story as shown in picrure here)

But..... amazing happened.
I couldn't beleive what I saw at the entrance of theatre....Anne brought Mary with her told me they are cousin each other....
Well, since then we always dated together until when I came here to attend university.

After so many years since then, I met my wife in the Rocky mountain, got married, had one , who is now 8 years old.
Yesterday, my daugter looked at my old photo album, (something to do with her homework?) pointing out the picture of me, Mary and Anne together happily, asked me "Who they were"... Oh no... that was secret photo... and additional bad thing happens, my wife came and looked at it, and showed some anger within her face... Oh my God.. Therer is no God here.... Oh my God... God bless me... I didn't do anything..
I was so panicked, (I should hide these old photo a long ago) but my wife smiled at me, said
"How did you know them? I know those two girls, they were my causin.."

It was very strange.. but I can meet them any time, if I want to. No wonder all three has similar face and body...
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Erectile Dysfunction experience, but fine now..
Posted:Nov 1, 2005 1:39 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Well, even though my profile picture looks so good, I once experienced erectile dysfunction from no reason... it happened all the sudden stop working...
Since I am not Medical Doctor, I thought... oh no, this is end of my manhood... there may be a limited amount of semen set given by God and I probably exceeded that limit.. etc.. No.. that's not true...
Man doesn't go doctor unless B&B (Bed and Bathroom) problem,,, but in this case, I am shy... I can not talk this problem with my family doctor who is early 30s young lady...
I started looking for solution, I even talk with Men's Clinic (specialist), they said there test cost $350 since it's not covered by Government Health Care) The test consists of injection of chemical into penis and check for blood flow... I freaked out... I hate any needle shot.. (Oh by the way, the shot as prescription drug cost $30 or so)
I'm not the person who takes those supplement either...
Men are probably so sensitive to many fact, and probably the first sign of something going bad is ED.
The reason I had this for one month was....
shock from my pet rabbit died on me.. that's all it is... as soon as my wife brought new rabbit, it start functioning.... Oh,,, boy, nice to have a feeling of mornig wood..
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Halloween Panic
Posted:Nov 1, 2005 7:02 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Once in a while, I think I should write about something else, totally not related to sex. (Although I like talk about sex a lot)

Halloween is one of the strange custom, which is totally unknown to Japanese culture, at least untill recently (well, they are celebrating now because of candy companies like the idea....)
Probably this is combination of both harvest festival and recollection of ancester (or recently decesed person)
I kind like this strange custom, so I enjoy decorating all kinds of strange object around house. I bought candies for 300 ....
But.... just before the night, my ate half of those candies...
What a panic situation.....
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Big Girl (Woman) is really BBW Beautiful
Posted:Oct 30, 2005 7:51 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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I met one lady on Friday night for mutual masturbation party.
From profile picture, it was hard to say how she look like, but since purpose was masturbation, I wouldn't worry much.
The day we met, in front of hotel located in kind of small town, first impression was Wow.....
I've never dated with big girl (since there wasn't much big girl in my country)
To be honest to you, she is so sexy and kind of pure (in a sense of sprit wise) and has very nice sense.
Although this was first time for me, (and I know it is very exciting on first time) I was totally become crazy about her. (she must have super pheromone which knockout the men instantly) I don't what it is,, but probably she has special ability to attract any men she wants...she knew how to please the men....
As soon as she showed off her big hip, I got a instant erection, and while sucking more than mouthful booby, I cum... (I felt like I was in heaven)
On the second run, as soon as her body touched my back, I got hard erection again. she put herself on top of mine, but I didn't feel heavy, rather it was so comfortable.. She offer me a blow, that was also very soft and nice...
Now, I am very crazy about big girl... mmmmmm

(Well, what I am saying here is... not scientific, but at least she was very nice, what I think the fact is how she look is not important, how she does and sprit is the key to be very sexy.)
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Am I Bi-Curious?
Posted:Oct 29, 2005 7:22 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Well,
Recently I start receiving mail from men even though I clearly said I am "Straight", and I've never put the preference check mark on "Men" in my profile...
All letter I received is very kind offer, looks very polite, honest and they (men) want me to meet them. (I think meeting is OK, I don't fear meeting with any people) but... I've never had sexual activity with specific with a man only. I even don't get excited with seeing naked man (yes I seen a lot naked men in shower room in my gym and tennis club).
One day, while I was in porn movie theatre, watching movie, masturbating alone, the old man sat beside me started masturbating and watching me. My heart rate is probably going up by that situation, but it doesn't mean I was excited, probably from fear.
I don't know what should I do... I hate to say "No" to kind invitation, and because of consistant offer, my decision become so elastic.. I start feeling that man-to-man relation may not be that bad... it may be something new experience I should try... I wonder if there is some kind of secret way to enjoy men-to-men relation,, I'd like to know if there is any.... Do it for Joy...
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
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First Time Bondage & Discipline in Group
Posted:Oct 26, 2005 9:54 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Well, This is the once thing I've been thinking about being involved, but I had no idea where to start from...
One day, I was browsing through "Who's online' from messenger, I found the lady who appears to be in very nice outfit, and who lives in the same city where I live. I don't have enough luck get answer on the messenger (probably because my profile picture looks bad..) but I send the messege.
"Hi, very nice looking outfir, very fancy!"
"I want to get involved !"
Amazingly she not only answered but also invited me for Saturday gathering.
They have their own place rented one section of warehouse located in industrial area where no one suspect there is something going on, and very quiet during night time so that no one can hear the noise nor screaming.
I was watching the man spanked by two nice looking ladies, and I noticed the man had fully erected penis.... "Wow.........."
I stayed there till 1:00AM for just watching, but all perople I met there is very friendly and looks so happy.
It was strange, but somehow I felt peaceful.
I was so excited, so I couldn't sleep that night.
Next time, I go there, I want to be spanked see how I feel. (According to the leader, it is not painful, if it's painful, it's not real bondage..)
Regardless, it was wonderful experience.
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First time 1 on 1 Cam Masturbation
Posted:Oct 25, 2005 4:54 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Well, I don't know where she find me, how she picked me.... a lot of mystery.. but..
One very cute lady (She is from New Zealand, which is other side of this planet..) send me a couple E-mail and we decided to do 1-on-1 masturbation on Camera.

Well, believe it or not, it is exciting.. way more than I expected for sure... my penis became harder than normal intercourse. (Yes... first time is always too much excitement from high expectation, I know that..)
Unfortunately she run out of time (she had to go work...) and we agreed do it again..

Question is... why FriendFinder Messenger is not so reliable.... we had to use MSN instead..
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I got a wink, I'm on someones hot list.... but....
Posted:Oct 24, 2005 6:07 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Well, after I decided to be Gold member here, not much happening.... except a few generous member invited me for her network...
Recently, by some reason, I received bunch of Wink and be on hot list... kind of exciting, isn't it...
But unfortunately, by some reason, those ladies are gone within a day or so...
Please be careful, probably those ladies are kicked out by being so wild.

When I was member in SexSearch, almost every day, I received the E-mail, but I figured out most of those are fake, and probablay I think they are paid by site...
Compare to that, this site is more realistic, at least I haven't seen fake member yet..
So I will keep writing E-mail till find someone.
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Car Sex in a small car
Posted:Oct 16, 2005 6:12 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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It's been getting cold here in Canada,
so I decide to have car sex, as a good memory of 2005 summer, on the parking lot beside my office.... (Well, this was the first time with black girl, also first time in this car)
It'd been so long since last time I had car sex, I was kind of too excited, but seriously look around for someone who might see us..
Oh, Boy... it was too tough...
Honda Civic Hatchback is too small for that purpose. since room was small, we were forced to maintain close encounter all the time. Problem is..... As soon as I saw pink pussy appears out from black labia, I was finished...
that was probably the quickest shooting. LOL
Well, maybe I should buy bigger car for this purpose before next summer comes.
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Circumcised vs Uncut
Posted:Oct 12, 2005 2:49 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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This is the one of the new word I learned recently. Although I noticed there are two kind of penis exist since childhood, but no one told/teach me.
But when I fill out the physical profile for this BBW Tonight, there is a section asking circumcised Yes or No... I just ignored that particular question simply I mistakenly though the word "sacrifice" LOL
Anyway, one lady on the messenger asked me if I am circumcided or not.... I couldn't answer, because simply I don't know the meaning... so I enabled Web Cam and asked her how she can tell.
It is amazing that some lady cares about this tiny foreskin... give me a break! that's nothing.. probably it doesn't have any meaning in medical sense... all I can say is probably removing this skin must be painful.
(Now I know, why I saw the penis with pink head appears all the time while I was on vacation in Japan,,, mine looks like one in flacid condition... LO
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