Please be nice
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Posted:Aug 24, 2016 12:48 pm
Last Updated:Dec 22, 2019 7:40 pm
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Since this is a public forum I welcome everyone to comment. But no name calling and everyone is entitled to their opinions. This is a free debate,but any type of abusive language will not be tolerated. Sometimes we may not agree with what others may say and that is ok. Other times we may agree with everything a person is saying and that's fine. You don't have to be friends and sing kum ba yah together, but please respect the fact others have opinions that differ.
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Maybe I was too friendly
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Posted:Aug 21, 2016 9:11 pm
Last Updated:Dec 22, 2019 7:39 pm
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Something happened tonight that kind of spooked me. Before I get to that let me start with what lead up to it. A few weeks before I joined this site I was looking to replace the guy I was fucking. We have been having sex exclusively for 2 yrs. He started to want a commitment, but honestly I'm just not ready for it.
While I was looking for an replacement, I met this guy. He lived in the apartment next to me and was my type.So I did start flirting with him, until I found out he was married. I let him know that I dont get involved with married men, but we can be friends. I set the boundaries and he agreed to them.
We would text, but nothing intimate. We would talk about his marriage and discuss ways to make it work. Soon he started popping up wherever i was. I thought nothing of it cause this is a small community. One of my girlfriends started noticing and she raised a concern. But since I had already spoken to him about where I stood, I thought she was just being overprotective. I told her he was harmless.
Two weeks ago, he followed me into my building, cornered me and tried to kiss me. I was able to stop it and let him know that I would tell his wife if he tried that again. At this point, I told him that I couldnt be his friend cause he couldn't respect my boundaries. While he did stop texting, he kept popping up.
This evening I was at the park with my friend and our daughters. He popped up and tried to instigate himself in our conversation. We tried to be polite and let him know that we were having a private discussion. He left. We stayed at the park. I got 3 text messages from him, but ignored them.
It was dark by the time I got home. I really dont worry in my neighborhood. Most people know us and look out for us. I guess I got too comfortable, because I didnt notice him approaching until my said something. He grabbed my arm, telling me he had to speak to me in private. I thought something bad had happened so I was asking questions ( I know, stupid). I wouldnt let him pull me away, cause I had my . He seemed more distressed then violent. My don't have too much exposure to adult males unless it is a group setting or family, so she was getting afraid and upset as well.
I was trying to calm them both down, when he started to pull me towards my door. I started speaking louder so that people can at least hear if something happens. He had no regard for my , who wasnt crying but you can tell that she was scared. I kept her behind me as we were pulled into the building.
He started to tell me how much he loves me and how he wanted to leave his wife. He grabbed my face and started to kiss me. I froze, because my was there and I was shocked. I was angry and felt violated. I pushed him back and slapped the shit out of him.
How dare you put my in an adult situation? Who the fuck do you think you are? Most people respect the fact that they will never be around my . I do not let men around my . In the 2 yrs that I was with my ex, he saw her only once and that was because he popped up unannounced. Trust that he was thoroughly cussed the fuck out.
By the time I cussed this guy, who disregard my cause he had something to say, one of my neighbors was coming up, while on the phone with the police. She was asked if I needed the police to come. I declined. He walked out the building.
I calmed my down and spoke to my neighbor. I let her know who he was and not to let him in the building. I'll speak to the others tomorrow. I settled my in and read her a story.
As I sit here, I wonder about so many things. Is it me? Did I do the right thing? Should I have done something different? What if there had been a different outcome? So much have been taken from me and I've fought so hard to maintain the peace within.
Calmness is a state of mind. Fear is as well. Maintain one and acknowledge the other.
Today, I share something with you that isn't just about sex.
It's funny. In my day to day life, I'm very private. I keep my life to myself. But in this blog, I've been able to talk freely about sex and what I seek and not get shamed for it. Just that acceptance, gave me something that I didn't know was missing.
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A cocksucker is born
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Posted:Aug 20, 2016 1:42 am
Last Updated:Sep 8, 2016 7:37 pm
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When I was younger, I was a very naughty girl. It's funny, most people thought that I was so innocent. In my group of friends, they always did what I said. When I got curious about sex, I "encouraged" my friends to do certain things with the boys.
After seeing one of my friends bad blowjob, I started researching. I didn't want what happened to her happen to me. Soon I was watching porn and friends in the act. When I felt that I was ready, I started looking for a guy.
But there was a problem. My brothers and my cousins. These nosey motherfuckers would pop up at the most unfortunate times. They always was on some bullshit. They made sure that no one would talk to me. Fucking cockblockers.
One of my brothers' best friend fixed my problem. He was always over. No one noticed when we slipped into the laundry room. We talk for awhile. My nerves very building up, so I asked him if I can try to gjve him a blowjob. No beating around the bush with me.
His voice cracked when he answered that I could. He started to pull his pants off, but I stopped him. I asked if he had a condom. He tried to argue the point, so I negotiated. The deal was if I cant get him to cum in 20 minutes, then I would have to take it off.
He went to go get the condom. I was nervous as hell. What if I wasn't good? What if I couldn't get him to cum. I so did not want to suck his dick without a condom. Before he got back, I gave myself a pep talk. I put my big girl panties and woman up. I gonna suck his dick so good his toes curl. By the time he got back I was pumped and ready. I had this.
He took out his dick. Wow. It was bigger than I thought it would be. ( Looking back, it wasnt that big. It was just bigger than what my friends was fucking with) The nerves came back. I griped it at the base.It started jumping in my hand. I look it over and and stroked it. This was the first time that I've been up close and personal to a dick.
I put the condom on after I finished studying it. I kiss the tip and lick it. I slipped the head in my outh and flick the underside with my tongue. His moans encouraged me. I start sucking and bobbing my head. Salvia start to drip on his balls. I began to move my tongue in circles. Soon he is gripping my head and thursting into my throat. I relaxed my mouth and throat.
When his dick hit the back of my throat, something happened to me. Submitting to his thrust, filled me with so much pleasure. My pussy stared to get wet. I start moaning around his dick. He picks up speed until I thought he was going to choke me. His body stilled and I could feel his dick pulsating in my mouth. He pulled away and slumped against the dryer.
I was amazed. All this time my friends complained about sucking dick and it was the best thing I ever experienced. I continued to suck his dick for a few months until I got into my lesbian phase.
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Off putting
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Posted:Aug 19, 2016 3:18 pm
Last Updated:Aug 30, 2016 4:57 am
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I talk to alot of guys on here. I really like the different conversations each person offers. It could be serious, playful or sexual. It makes no difference, I enjoy them all.
I put in my profile that I wasn't willing to do meet and greets because it's a toss up. It can be good or bad. Since I wasn't finding what I was looking for, I took an different approach. Honestly the meet and greets were becoming time consuming.
I blog, I chat with different people.
Sometimes the conversation could lead to me wanting to meet. The thing that is kind of off putting is when a guy tells me we are fucking on the first meet and greet. I'm aware that this is a sex site. I'm on here for a sexual purpose. Looking at my post may let you know that I think about sex quite often.
That doesn't mean that I can fuck sight unseen. I disclose this. I could never get into indiscriminate sex. So the thought of expected sex is a turn off. If it flowed naturally, I wouldn't have a problem with it.
Expectations put on pressure.
There's no guarantees in life.
A reason why I think I got frustrated with the meet and greets, was my expectations. If I do start back meeting and greeting, I won't have the same expectations.
So another disclaimer: Expect nothing
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Sad story
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Posted:Aug 19, 2016 2:47 pm
Last Updated:Aug 24, 2016 2:27 pm
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Sob.  I'm not gold anymore. It sucks not being able to check profiles.  Long sigh. At least I can still blog. 
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How I learn to suck dick
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Posted:Aug 18, 2016 2:27 pm
Last Updated:Sep 8, 2016 7:33 pm
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Someone had requested to hear this. So disclaimer: something gross happens.
Before I started having sex, I used to watch others fuck. I was and sometimes still am a voyeur. I was sleeping over at my friend's house. Now her mom worked alot so she was always left alone. A sound woke me up.
As I laid there, I could hear her moaning. I snuck a peek and she was naked with a guy head between her legs. Since I didn't want them to stop, I pretended I was still sleep. Her moans was getting me hot and I felt achy in my pussy.
Soon the guy stopped and asked her to give him some head. They arranged themselves until she was kneeling before him, while he was standing. She started sucking his dick. I was stunned at his size and how it disappeared in her mouth. He started to fuck her mouth hard. Looking back, I guess she wasnt prepared for it. Suddenly, she pushed him back and blew chucks all over him. Like omg, horrible. She started to apologize, but he was busy being mad. He got his clothes and left in a huff.
After seeing that, I didn't want that to happen to me so I started watching porn and taking notes on blowjobs. I practiced on bannas and anything that was dick shaped. That how I learn to suck dick.
Maybe the next blog will be about the first time I suck dick.
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Play with the clit?
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Posted:Aug 18, 2016 4:36 am
Last Updated:Aug 19, 2016 4:34 am
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Is it me or does it seems like guys don't play with the clit while fucking? Don't get me wrong, I'll reach down and strum my little clit until I blast off. But sometimes you want a guy's touch.
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A stand against bullying
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Posted:Aug 17, 2016 5:53 pm
Last Updated:Dec 22, 2019 7:15 pm
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It's hard to face a bully. It doesn't matter if the bully is in your home or is outside. In your face or online. It's brings up feelings of hurt, anger and isolation. Sometimes you have to face your bully on your own. Sometimes you have back up. Standing up to a bully does help the person who is being bullied. It empowers them. If others are with them, it helps to forititify their sense of self.
Yay. We got rid of the bully. We ran the bully out of town. But what about the next town? The next person the bully will come across?
It's hard to face a bully. But it's harder to fix the root problem. Why is this person like this? What made them so negative, where they have to infect those around them with negativity?
Negativity is like a cancer. If you let it grow, death follows. Do we help negativity grow by feeding into it? Or do we respond with positivity and choke it off at the root?
Now I'm not saying, don't defend yourselves. What I'm saying is... If someone has a negative comment to say about you. Ask them why are you so unhappy? Why do you feel the need to hurt me as much as you must be hurting? Confront the issue.
If you feel good about yourself, there is no need to make others feel bad. So if a person goes around making others miserable, then they must be miserable themselves.
Yes you can just chase away the problem. But the problem just goes somewhere else. Disclaimer: Please dont think that I'm Miss Pollyanna ( I love that movie). If someone lay hands on me or mines, I will let all kinds of crazy out and whoop that ass.
But at the end of the day, that the last resort. Hate begets hate. Understanding and communication goes a long way.
My two cents
I'm new, don't kill me
P.S I have nothing that's pink
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Submission
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Posted:Aug 16, 2016 1:00 am
Last Updated:Aug 22, 2016 2:40 pm
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One of my favorite sexual poses is being bent over. Even if I'm fucking back this one pose always gets to me. I bare myself for him and I allow him to take me. For me this pose have always shown my submission. That and being on my knees sucking dick.  I submit because in my regular life I always have to be in control. I'm, without fail, the leader. But in my sexual life, I'm at all times submissive. Very conflicting, I know. I need to give up that control. To let someone else make the decisions , at least temporarily, can be so freeing with the right person. I'm very selective with who I will submit to. That type of relationship is deeper than sex. It's the mental aspect that makes it deeper.
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Thank you
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Posted:Aug 15, 2016 11:46 pm
Last Updated:Aug 19, 2016 4:33 am
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Thank you to the men of BBW Tonight who respect my right to choose who I want to have sex with.
Thank you to those who when I wasn't interested in what they were offering, who didn't respond back with disrespect.
Thank you to those who even if we wasn't fucking, we could still have conversations.
I have gotten a lot of messages on here and only two were disrespectful because I didnt respond the way they wanted me to respond.
I dont mind offers for sex. This is a sex site.
I like seeing dick pics. I want to know what Im getting.
Tell me your fantasies.
I want to know what turns you on.
I don't mind chatting. Isn't that why we are on here?
Two assholes out of hundreds of males who message me.
So I just want to say thanks.
I appreciate you.
{=}
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Popcorn
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Posted:Aug 15, 2016 11:03 pm
Last Updated:Aug 28, 2016 10:16 pm
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Just figured out what's going on. I'm going to sit back and eat my popcorn. 
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Competitive
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Posted:Aug 15, 2016 5:28 pm
Last Updated:Sep 6, 2016 2:34 pm
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I tend to be very competitive. Anything you can do, I can and will try to do better. There was this one time, a few years back. My friends and I were hanging around the park. This places used to be the kick it spot. You go there to be seen and show off.
My guy, at the time, showed up with his friends. Somehow a bet was placed on another girl and mine oral skills. Now I'm thinking he is not serious. They was joking at my expense. But the other girl started talking shit. Plus more bids were being thrown out and the crowd was getting bigger.
What's a girl to do? I was gamed. The guys got comfortable and we knelt in front of them. The games began and I showed out. I swallowed his dick and fucked his cock with my throat. Soon he was nutting and I won.
Sore loser that the chick was, she complained that since he was my guy I knew how to make him come fast. The fuck? So, ok. I want to be fair, I tell her pick a dude from the crowd. By now, a new bid was starting and motherfuckers was upping the ante. A guy was chosen. A small fuss was thrown cause I wanted to use a condom, but I squash that quick.
Soon we were starting up again. This time I used my tongue more, swirling and twirling around his dick. I slowly swallowed his dick. When my nose hit his pubic hairs, I licked his balls. By the third lick, he was cumming hard. I won again. That night I walked away with almost four stacks.
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Hesitant
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Posted:Aug 14, 2016 8:10 pm
Last Updated:Aug 29, 2016 2:11 am
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I've been wanting to post pictures on this blog, but been real hesitant. Usually Im very bold sexually. I know it's a mental thing. Eventually I'll take the plunge and stop pussy footing around. I dont know why I could do things in front of a group but cant post a video on here. I mean it the same concept. I love to be watched. So why do the idea of a few hundred watching makes me feel ill at ease? I have been making some videos. But when push comes to shove, I'm not ready to post them. Hopefully I'll be able to post some soon.
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