I am so horny I use up all my spare time masturbating myself, several times a day, day after day. I am a woman 81 years old who is very attractive, well built, and athletic. People tell me I look like a 60 year old. I would like to have a lover whom I can respect, and recently met a 58 year old man who turned on to me, much to my complete surprise. (And that turned me on, to say the least).We have been together a few times and he is the best and sweetest most generous lover I have ever had and I now think about him all the time. He is happily married. We will seldom be able to get together because everybody knows everybody in these parts. There is no future for us and we accept that. Still my body is in torment, but not just for any man. I am afraid I will ruin my health at the rate I am going!